Out of town

Husband #1 is in geomatic surveying. Right now he is working out of town for the summer. I miss him so bad. He was gone for 21 days, home for 5 and today is day 5 of his second stint. And the worst part: We don't know how long this trip is going to be. It's supposed to be 24 days (working days). But when he got there, they managed to get to the small town that they are staying in and then the truck broke down. Since there isn't a place in small town Saskatchewan that is open on Sundays to fix a truck, they didn't work Sunday or Monday. So technically today is working day 3 (they got Saturday paid because it was their travel day). I know; confusing! Anyways, today is day 5. It feels like it should already be day 10! It sucks

Anyways, the point of this entry: I'm starting to feel very down. I'm loosing interest. I just want to stay at home. And I don't want to do anything while I'm there, even though I'm in the middle of a very large cleaning project (Husband #1 can't keep his office clean; so after a year of build up, I'm cleaning it while he's out of town). I have been diagnoised with (and am happily medicated for) bipolar. For those not in the know, this disease involves rapid mood swings. With that, I tend towards depression. Now, once again, I'm starting to show the signs of mild depression. I hope it doesn't last long.

PS. Don't be surprised if I only really manage to write when I'm in this kind of mood. It's really when I need to vent.

A Second Try

This is going to be my second try at keeping a blog. I find the process a little bit odd because it's like writing in a way that nobody is every going to read. ie. Welcome to my cyber-junk. I just have thoughts and a general need to express but I'm not sure if I'll keep at it or not.

First off: Does anybody know how to delete an old blog? I had one previously (as stated) and it is still floating around on the interweb.

I'm going to do something a little bit different at this point. I'm not going to introduce myself beyond some basic facts. Knowing some of my personal stuff may make me easier to understand. Maybe.

FACTS:

• I live in Canada. It's cold here but not today. That's what I hear anyway. I'm stuck in an office all day. Boo Hoo.
• I'm going into my 8th year of post secondary education. I'm looking forward to the normality of school starting. Right now, I'm working for the summer. My job is so interesting and busy that I've started writing this blog while at work. Thing about a mailroom, there is only work when there is mail.
• I live with my long term boyfriend (Here in referred to as Husband #1). We have 2 cats and are always debating about what type of dog to get. Not that we can get one until we move into a house. But we still debate. I'm sure that you will hear more on this topic.

I think that is all you need to know about me. I'll let you form your own opinions as you continue to read. I hope you'll continue to read.