Out of town

Husband #1 is in geomatic surveying. Right now he is working out of town for the summer. I miss him so bad. He was gone for 21 days, home for 5 and today is day 5 of his second stint. And the worst part: We don't know how long this trip is going to be. It's supposed to be 24 days (working days). But when he got there, they managed to get to the small town that they are staying in and then the truck broke down. Since there isn't a place in small town Saskatchewan that is open on Sundays to fix a truck, they didn't work Sunday or Monday. So technically today is working day 3 (they got Saturday paid because it was their travel day). I know; confusing! Anyways, today is day 5. It feels like it should already be day 10! It sucks

Anyways, the point of this entry: I'm starting to feel very down. I'm loosing interest. I just want to stay at home. And I don't want to do anything while I'm there, even though I'm in the middle of a very large cleaning project (Husband #1 can't keep his office clean; so after a year of build up, I'm cleaning it while he's out of town). I have been diagnoised with (and am happily medicated for) bipolar. For those not in the know, this disease involves rapid mood swings. With that, I tend towards depression. Now, once again, I'm starting to show the signs of mild depression. I hope it doesn't last long.

PS. Don't be surprised if I only really manage to write when I'm in this kind of mood. It's really when I need to vent.